Cyborg Ant

Lately I have been stuck writing papers for my sociology class, and I feel like I'm failing the game of life somehow. I'm the problem, and I wonder how I go about resolving that because it seems like I am the majority of the problem, and holy cow an insect I've never seen before just came out of my laptop and onto my keyboard I got it off, but because I didn't know what species it was I killed it. It was a hybrid of an ant but a much bigger ant and it was green it looked like a cyborg ant to me. That completely threw me off of my funkf

-Went on a hunting spree for cyborg ant-

-Fatima